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Feb 17
I figure i should come back
Blooog.. blog blog blog
So heres the new year, yes im one month and... 17 days late but hey better late then never right?
This years already begun and become as exciting as last years so far. I feel like im in a tv show, season 3 started and its going craaazy. A good friend of mine has been deported overseas =( sad i know damn the cost of coming university here as an overseas student!! and another friend went over to america to redo year 12 in las vegas, so hes living the life that much of us aussies see on tee vee. Really intrigueing when i hear about his stories of school and how different we all are. Its funny how, America and Australia we're kind of similar yet so vastly different. Similar in that we both speak english =D. Aaaand two of my other good friends have had close family members pass away in the past two months, theyre experiences have also helped us as friends grow stronger. i know sounds cheeeezy, but its true. We've learnt that as friends we find comfort with each other, and learn how to sympathise with each other and its just a whole learning process.. this life. To look back on it now i kind of feel a smile at how such an ordinary life can feel so great. Who needs autobiographies or movies made after themselves, just think back and smile at all the good times you've had... it also helps if your listening to your ipod and listening to a good remembering song =)
Ahhh and i know i may sound like a panzy or fruity or like a prancing little girl here but i watched a movie the other day that made me feel all 'awwwww'-y. It was Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist. Teen Romance Comedy, a mouthful but it was really nice to watch. Specially with the pretty awesome soundtrack. Its just a really good feel good film and kinda makes you want to find that special someone. It also pushed my hunger to one day visit new york, which i will do.. i HAVE to! So until then, and until my next post laters G's!
Oct 08
13 Years for this..
Ok.. I graduated from school.. Approximately 2 weeks ago now. Ohh how im going to miss the old days, Hanging at school, Walking into school entering a completely familiar world where people know me, and having my friends there everyday. Ohh yeah and the learning part
But now its ended, and we're about to face the HSC. Last. Test. Ever!... until Uni off course. But yeah now i find myself sitting here, with piles of books infront of me and the urge to study is not there anymore. Hah yeah i've gotten lazy damn me. I think i'm a good binge study-er. Last minute studying is my thing, even though it shouldnt be and i know it. But i think about school and how im going to not see alot of them guys anymore. Going to miss them, i wish i had money so we could all rent a house near a beach and just chill for a weekend. But yeah :(. I incredibly hate study, we've finished school and its still biting us in the ass...
But anywho school, im really going to miss the friends i made along the way. Its not that i wont ever see them again, its the fact that we wont see each other on a day to day basis anymore. We took so many pictures on the last days, felt like celebrities it was awesome. Gotta love my time at school, i can honestly say i've evolved from a boy to a young man now. The things i've experienced, ive gained book and worldly knowledge.
but first... lets try start studying and then finish these gay tests and then im free... i think
Sep 06
Last Weeks Before Life
So... today i was thinking of buying a camera. My main reason to buy this camera to take pictures at school. With all my friends as a lasting memory. Then i found out i wouldnt be able to buy it til im finished. Then that got me thinking, would i still want it or need it? Whats there to take photos of after school.. im in the mindset where.. life after school is smaller than it is now. My group of friends will be narrowed down, ill have less things to do with my time. And a job will be what i do for the rest of my life after that.
I really wish i was back in year 7... im not saying i wish i could re live it and have a better time... cause honestly, high schools been the time of my life i love it. But did it have to go so fast...
Sep 01
Cheating?
Ok Ok.... im going to get straight into this. My best friend since year 4, Practically my brother. He calls me brother i call him brother our parents call us 'son'. So yeah, hes been going out with this girl for a year. And past few months ive begun to dislike her, cause he is... how do you say. Whipped beyond recognition. I do not know this walking zombie anymore. All he does is text her and usualyl angry at school. Now i think he's come to a semi realisation and trying to become my friend again. I mean yeah ill accept it but me being the meany that i am i think i'll try make him realise that he hasn't spoken to me or ANYONE else for the past few months because of this girl. Now heres the next dilemma...
Ive managed to get hold of some info. His girlfriend who goes to our sister school, is cheating on him with her ex. Now their whole school knows and its just a matter of time before he realises. So what do i do as the best friend? I'm confused here guys.. Any feedback please? I thought i'd blog this first before i post it on the actual boards. Do i tell him and let him beat he living daylights out of the ex, probably self harm and maybe more (i know him, hes capable of very dangerous things). Or do i keep it oin the low and pretend i dont know, possibly killing our friendship because i 'knew' all along. I had a plan of trying to unwhip him try make back into the guy that all the boys hung out with, this way it'd be a bit easier (hopefull) . This is a difficult task, and especially during my final weeks of school. Or i can just ignore it....
Aug 30
New Crowd..
Ok, well. Back story to the story im going to tell you guys. As you may know i've been elected SRC at my school. And we weren't too good at our job so we arranged meetings with our sister school, which is right next door. Heres the thing with me, I wasn't the most pro guy when it came to girls. Im one of those guys that thinks too much about what he wants to say and is very hesitant when it comes to girls, in other words shy i guess. And i only had a handful of girl friends at the time (1 or 2) lol. Anywho back to the story, we had to continue these crossover school meetings and it led to our schools holding an afternoon tea. The more meetings i attended the more that junior testosterone came popped out and i found myself yelling making a fool of myself and cracking jokes and plainly showing off. I guess it was good, i was talking to them.
*Side Note - Gosh this back story is going on for awhile*
Out of the 12 girls we had meetings with though, we befriended one girl in particular. We as in me and 3 of my SRC friends. One developed a crush on her while the rest of us watched on and were the giggling school girls gossing about these two. "So High School". As time went on nothing happened between to two but we all became good friends, so good that she's actually invited us to her birthday party. Which was what i attended the other night, and this is where the story actually begins.
So at this party, it was me and those 3 friends. But we invited 2 other people, to a party that wasn't even ours. We're rude i guess, but oh well. We came in and it was a whole new group of people i or any of my mates have met. One side was our friends school friends, another side her family friends, the other side her relatives and us. So we were the guys at the party who stood in the corner huddled together drinking together away from the rest. The 'Shy-ness' came back. So as the night went on we put in acouple of beers and within an hour everyone in the room sang her happy birthday. Every seperate group gave a speech representing their part, it was pretty hilarious. All we could say was "Happy Birthday" Compared to "you are great and have a long journey ahead of you". But this was the ice breaker that let us all mingle. All my friends were getting in with the other people, convsering laughing joking everything. I just had 2 beers and was tucked away in the corner listening and occasionally blowing into the conversations. But it wasn't enough i had 1 word every 10 minutes. I thought to myself, I can't think of anything to say what the hell is wrong with me. I guess i was just over thinking to myself. As the night went on, more beers came in and i guess i found myself becoming louder and more talkative. I guess beer makes me more loose, it also did this to all my friends. My 'Shy-ness' wasn't completely gone but it was slowly fading away. Then later on the party ended and we ended up befriending most of the people at the party and it turned out 'O.K'... lol So yeah we made new friends and i went sleep that night thinking... Wow i know more girls. (I'm not the most confident guy in the world, i never had a friend which was a girl til year 10 and its just new to me now so im pretty geek-ish i guess when it comes to this).
Im just saying i befriended all these new people after leaving an older group i used to hang out with. I still hang with them but just not as much. They were the 'Random Hook-up' guys hook up with any girl and all that. I wasn't into it because A) its wrong, B) I never got a random hook-up.
Now coming from a guy who used to have crushes on girls and was NEVER able to talk to them, like those nerdy guys in old teen movies, this is pretty cool when i think about it again. Cause one of the girls i befriended was a girl who is totally HOT and i had a major crush on awhile ago. I never EVER thought id ever talk to her, yet alone be her friend.
And today i went to some function and i ended up spending the whole day with her and her friends. Its funny though. Cause since its high schools and rumors fly around like birds, theres one about me and this girl who seem 'perfect' for each other. So when i went to this function, i was hanging out with the girl i had a crush on and the girl who is 'perfect' for me. The 'perfect' girl is totally awesome, such a good friend and i dont hate that hype. And i look at them as friends now, its just awesome how it's happened.
I have a high school attitude, i know alot of you may read this and chuckle and say how stupid i am. But its how i am at the moment, and im pretty psyched. i never thought i'd be at a stage where i know these hot girls and im friends with them. So it's just.. Awesome =D
Aug 13
A Blog...
Ok... Wow. I never thought i would ever be one to write a blog. But since its here, i might as well yes.
So Hi! You've come to my blog to read about me or my thoughts or whatever is on my mind yes?
So lets get started. First off, i don't really talk alot about my personal life on TAZ or much like that. I guess im pretty secretive. But here's some stuff about me. Just some, ill tell more in next posts
Im Indonesian, Born in Sydney, Australia. Lived here all my life, love it wouldn't have it anywhere else..Currently in my last year at school, Year 12 and im one of the 12 school prefects. I think, and alot of the others think, its just a popularity contest. Most of us are voted cause we're good with our peers and either are suck ups to teachers or one of them students the teachers see potential in, or aren't dicks. So i guess im not a dick, cause im obviously not a suckup and i dont think i have potential. As prefect we've tried making a difference in school, its hard we're clueless got no ideas, anyone wanna help us out? What can we do to make our school image better? We're seen as a bunch of bad asses who smoke during lunch and take drugs.. Half true!
But off the subject of my school life, which takes up about 3/4 of my life nowadays, and onto me life. Lately been under ALOT of stress, school works killin me (there comes school again), and everything else is just falling on me. One of my OLDEST mates started dating a girl last year, they were jst sposed to be a muckaround couple since its his first gf. But hes gone off and practically forgotten all of his mates and is with this girl 24/7. That was my best friend, i've lost him to a she-devil (yes, its harsh im sorry). An example of how.. Whipped.. he is, we went on a holiday last year, me and him saved up all year. Whole time we were searching for presents for her, or he was texting her. If theres nothing wrong with that.. then i guess im just wierd.
Ahh... so this is what a blog is. He he, And yeah. So alittle more about me, as most of u Tazzers know. I like to photoshop and im an optimist. Most of the time.
 3:19 AM Sep 9
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